c'est moi.
i am listening to a ricky gervais podcast now,
Thursday night- ive noticed that people manage to be in good moods on thurs night. Tonight in northampton the cold does not keep people home, there was a line for a crappy local burger.
well what is on my mind is a mix of confidence in saturn returns (do you know astrology?), it's the period at around 27-29 that makes you evaluate big time the direction you are going, and you fully become your adult self during this time. wikipedia it.
anyway. I am a little bit broke because around xmas I buy everything I ever wanted, and then I spend january eating beans from a can. one of those things I wanted was a pair of boots for $109 that I think i'm gonna return. you know when you just like, need to buy a certain object?
otherwise I'm just hoping to distill my little joys into jars this year. joys at hearing from friends from childhood, having the internet keep us all in contact even if we don't need all the info about random people you went to HS with, and letting it bring us joy! The other day on skype jen's face was like delayed from her speech and in slow motion, so I got to see her huge laughing smile for an extended time, and I loved it. x x x
