Friday.

well well well.

I can pause for a second to speak from my heart, or try to. I'm simultaneously gchatting and blogging and jezebelling and my old work email-stalking. hello, internet.

Week of business, worked at 3 different places, including flute teaching today + getting paid to sit there or walk around because 4th grade flutists are forgetful re: their instrument or lesson. Plus there was an assembly.

I had to drive to amherst + get a textbook from an important guy who i need to handshake and be on the ball when I see. Because he will potentially give me a job next week. Now I just have to muster up enough desire to do well on the demo lesson. I wish I could just focus on the goal of employment + not get too weighed down by the what ifs + whys + what thes.

more later.