Yale

Summer camp.

This will soon be a blur.... in 2 weeks and 2 days to be exact :) In 2 w 2 d, I will come home to Brewster and I will be having dinner with my parents while nico + Bo hang out around us. I will probably not drink wine because I will have a hangover from Geronimo's the previous night.


Today evvvveryone is not feelin it.

Amanda is sick ish, got home from PA at 1:30 am, I think I heard her.
Jenny has been going non-stop for weeks, is feeling very sick and tired, but keeps on proposing  a planning party, or a movie in her room, or froyo with her brother, or expensive Korean restaurant....
When Sophie's dad calls to complain, she feels like so utterly secure in her teacher identity. Defends her life maps.. and watches every Bravo reality tv show.
Ruth is at a folk festival with her boyf.
Ry visited yesterday... we had a snafu in the bedroom and i can't say that it doesn't affect me. That has never happened to us... ry said something about being nervous.... and then these condoms he bought were like "super charged" for his or her pleasure... it was like this fucking WEIRD lubricant that is supposed to heighten our pleasure. It made it like suddenly extremely good for him so he had to stop like every 10 seconds. It totally sucked, and our sex life has been previously so good. I somewhat came when he went down on me, but it was like all too much, too fast... u know, plus I haven't had sex in 2 weeks so I need a refresher to get into it.
It was super cool to be here at Yale on my day off. I could be like an ordinary citizen, got my froyo on, watched people getting drunk at Flights of Fancy, this yearly new haven event.
I think the next time I will have sex is about August 25th. One month from now!? I guess so.
That is Katie's wedding date. I will come home from her wedding feeling and good buzz and I will sleep over frank's house. So weird, now I am actually classifying/preferring dudes based on their bedroom prowess. But maybe Frank will come home from Asia with a mail order bride..

This week has sucked... and it's almost over. New group of chinese kids.... extreme cell phoners, they are more unmotivated than most... they are the new Americans i think. I can't wait until they leave.... and then camp will be pretty much over. Teenagers' main preoccupation is pushing your limits, finding loopholes to rules... conniving really to get what they want.  The cell phone thing is out of control. I feel pushed around... and with 14 students now it feels like utter chaos.
Just had a fantasy that due to my poor lesson observation I will be asked to leave camp one week early. I wonder if that is possible. Anything is. So much talking smack goes on here.



I must go to bed so as to not fall ill.... Sleep sleep sleep is the key.

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